The lost and broken heart 💔 just doesn’t get better. This November will be 2 dam Long years. Meisha was my true spicy little soul mate 💔. 11/21/24 I held her past her last breath and finally made myself leave only to return for her ashes and bring them back for them to put in a locket. The urn is on her side of the bed.on the night stand. In the morning I look to the wall on the right side and have several canvas pictures through out her 15 short years. Just ashes and pictures. I couldn’t save her. I tried so hard. No more morning conversations or making me give up when she wanted something. So many no mores.